It kind of makes me sad

It kind of makes me sad.
How our conversations are empty, and it makes me feel like im not interesting anymore, I am though. I know why they have changed because I have changed. In the risk of using a cliches it's not you it's me. And I mean that, it actually is I have become calm, mature and logical it's because of them really they made me like this calm and level headed. Maybe I need to do weed or something. To get me high, then I'd be more outragous. I've really become a pussy, I was afraid to tweet today. Afraid to tweet!!!! Shhh fuck this. Fuck everyone else I don't care whose feelings are hurt. Fromnow on I am the number 1 priority, fuck friends and family they will come 2nd and 3rd. I come first, in my own mind set I am most important. I am number one, no more getting afraid to say what is on my mind. Maybe that will change things between us. Make you more interested and make me more tolerable.